anda tahu life itu unfair?

tadi aku buat status dkt facebook " life is not fair,get used to it". tak tahu kenapa hari ni rasa macam loser loser dan loser gila. everything that i done seems mcm x berbaloi dan useless gila. ada orang yang get everything. ada orang yg mcm ada semuanya. btw,im not talking about money here. but everything. good social life, academic, physical look bla bla n bla bla bla blaa. like i said. everything. ada orang yg membuat org lain suffer but dia still get everything. dulu, bila tgk org yg mcm tu, i always fikir that hidup ni fair enough. dia mmg ada tu semua but dia mesti ada kekurangan juga. dia buat orang tu susah, nanti dia pon akan kena mcm tu balik. mcm karma la. and bila aku ada problems segala i always fikir 'this is nothing,banyak lagi orang dalam dunia ni ada problems bigger than mine' dengan harapan utk bagi hati chill sikit la. tapi tapi dan tapi hari by hari i realize that that perspective that i made up is totally tak boleh diterima. mungkin tu hanya perspective aku buat sendiri yg hanya sekadar bertujuan menyedapkan hati aku je. the truth is ada orang yg hidup die memang perfect. dan ada jugak hidup yg loser. well, thats life and i am one of the loser that trapped in it. hidup mmg not fair. maybe i should get used to it. perhaps not maybe. i have to. its a must.

nota kaki : loser.loser.loser.mood untuk study gone.